The porn has always been more of a background stimulant-the real turn on is the familiar face in my mind's eye. To this day, I have preferred to get off by fantasizing about having sex with someone that I know. But I have always been a bit of a nonconformist, so I think my sexual attraction to men probably came out of my desire just to try something new. Before that I was only turned on by women, and I still am. I first began to appreciate the male form when I was a teenager. I am writing this so I can relive the awesome memory and not forget. The following is a true story from my personal life.